Balance or Motivation

     I've been feeling lazy the last couple of weeks , not keeping up with anything really  unmotivated. Why? No idea , but after Fridays class I'm feeling better and the motivation is back. Maybe my motivation is directly related to my Balance ?  The more motivated I am the more balanced I become , or is it the other way , the more balanced I am the more motivated I become.  Some serious reflection has to happen now.

     Either way this weekend was great. Spent some quality time with my family not rushing anywhere , which is unusual , and managed to get in a quick practice in a lion at the kwoon , both on Saturday.

Scott Fuhr

Time

      How does everyone do it ? I'm trying but it seems like there is not enough time in the day to get everything done. You would think I would have it figured out by this stage of the challenge but I don't. One day is leaps and bounds and the next is a full stop. Hardly a pattern for success.
   

Scott Fuhr

Random thoughts

     Really struggle sometimes with what to write. I have made a list of topics but it has not made it easier. Oddly enough I am enjoying blogging anyway. Something I thought was never going to happen.

     I believe I understand the importance of keeping track of our Random Acts of Kindness but it still struggle with it. Not the Act but the recording of it. Getting the door for someone , picking up a piece of trash or even mowing the neighbours lawn hardly seem random. While it is obvious that I do not  do nearly enough of this I still have a hard time tracking it.

     Should I feel bad , about not feeling bad , because I like to eat meat?

Scott Fuhr

Diets over

     The diet challenge started off being fun and interesting eating different foods and finding meat alternatives. The novelty wore off quickly.  The first 2 weeks were fine but in the 3rd week I did not feel as strong physically or mentally as usual am. The 4th week was even worse and my family noticed my mood had changed. My family , for the most part , did it with me but even they were questioning the challenge with just over a week to go. Glad I did the challenge but I won't be doing that again anytime soon.
   
Scott Fuhr